A
Conversation between Constance and Julian
in the
Morgenstern
cannot gallop all the way back to the
Asfar and Sorashi are at the gate to
greet you. Sorashi directs Asfar
to conduct Julian to rooms prepared for him while she takes Morgenstern to the stables
but Julian insists on seeing to Morgenstern himself.
Julian
gives Morgenstern a full rub-down and doesn’t leave until the beast has his
nose in a bucket of mash. Julian is then happy enough to be shown to his rooms.
On
entering Julian looks around the rooms, which seem comfortable enough, though
the plaster is flaking in places and the counterpane on the bed is threadbare.
He glances out of the arched window to be greeted by a view of the smaller of
the two formal gardens on the floor below.
He
flexes his left arm while feeling it with his right through his armour – the
last time
Still
looking out the window, Julian asks, “What place is this?”
Julian’s
face is its usual impassive self but
“Abal?” Julian turns away from the window as he lapses into
pensiveness. “I vaguely recall the name – they were at the forefront in the
earliest Chaos wars.”
“Very much so my Lord Warden. They provided the Marshal of their
forces in the Patternraise War as well as
being one of the most influential of the Rim Houses. But according to
the Opera we attended, they fell foul of Court politics. Cursed by their own
Leader and clutching to whichever coalition they thought would best
raise their House and continue their pursuit of vengeance against Amber.
“They
appear to have been ruined by their inability to recognise the failure of
their strategy and to find and apply an alternate solution. Hopes
were doomed at every turn. Great-grandfather gave us a lesson in why political
expediency rarely ends well. Despite the promises made, House Abal never regained their Rimlordship
and their House is now in the hands of those they sought to destroy.”
“Indeed!
Though I might dispute your conclusion in general, in this particular case it
is undeniable.” Still thoughtful, Julian looks up from his contemplation of the
carpet. “I do recall Sorashi returning to the Duomo to kill the sacrifice – I am happy to hear she
benefited from her act of grace.”
Julian smiles at
She begins, “I am pleased to report the
safe return of Prince Julian of Amber”.
Julian
waves a casual hand in a gesture that screams, ‘yes, yes, get on with it’.
Julian takes
another sip of wine as he takes this in, then nods
curtly. “I feared as much. His wounds were severe. A pity; of the two he was
the more biddable. How are they taking it – his sister and nephew, I mean?”
Julian raises an
eyebrow. “Really? You surprise me. Margrath
I do not know but the Sand I knew was a somewhat… intense personality.
Of course that was some time ago but I have had the pleasure of conversing with
her twice since the battle and our few words did nothing to convince me she had
changed in any qualitative sense.”
Julian drains
the goblet and refills it before taking a convenient chair by the window.
“Exactly how many times have you talked with her?”
Julian savours
his wine while considering his reply. “Your youngest aunt has lost her father
and, unless I miss my guess, this will strike her all the harder for the two of
them having been estranged for so long. And she and Delwin
were as close as…” He pauses as he waits for an example to come to mind,
“…closer than, Fiona and Bleys, for example.
“We should offer
our condolences at the earliest opportunity,
“And
the others?”
“Princess Deirdre
is alive and well and among us again Father.” She pauses for his response.
“Is she?” Julian
quaffs another swig of wine as he considers this development. “Well that is
good news. While I cannot claim that we have ever been close, she is my sister
and after witnessing her exploits on the battlefield it grieved me to hear she
had fallen into the Abyss.” He drinks again. “And, of course, there are some in
the family who do hold her in some special regard.
“I assume she
was retrieved by some witchery of Chaos? I trust the fee was not too onerous?”
“Yes, Father. I
believe one of the Houses retrieved her body from the Abyss and another, with
the assistance of Lord Margrath and Lady Sorashi, were able to bring her back to life using some
‘witchery of Chaos’, as you say. I am unaware of the details of the fee. But it
is good to have one of our family back among us.”
“Please be
seated,
“Oh Father”, she
apologises immediately. “How remiss of me.”
“There is no
need to apologise,
“Let me have a
word with Sorashi’s demon and see what can be done”.
She goes to the
door to speak with Asfar. He bows his featureless
head, “Imminently, ma’am!” and glides off to fetch vittles
from wherever they may be kept.
She
considers before going on to say, “I miss the honest food of
“Indeed.
And that puts me in mind to ask how stands Benedict’s plan
for leaving?”
“It is dead in
the water Father”, she replies bluntly. “We cannot win hearts and minds in a place where to get the support of two seemingly aligned
Houses instantly and irrevocably loses that of the third. Some Houses
retain their traditional dislike of us. The loyalties of others can be bought,
but not in quantity enough to make a difference and in any case we lack
sufficient currency in advantages or favours to buy them in the first place.
Other Houses will appear to look upon us favourably but will vote against us at
the first opportunity or use our interest to humiliate us for their own amusement.”
Julian abruptly
rises from his chair and refills his glass, throwing back half with a single
swig;
“Your words are
disturbing,
Then he shakes
his head to clear these half-formed thoughts and with a Julianic
effort of will he’s suddenly himself again as he returns to his chair. “I can
think of no reason to doubt you, daughter, and I value your insights almost as
much as Fiona’s – more, in any matters pertaining to
“It would seem
we need a new plan; do you have any ideas?”
Julian, who
indeed now appears perfectly well, raises an eyebrow,
a gesture which
“I assure you,
Julian
fixes his daughter with a gimlet eye. “We?”
“We
of the House of Amber, Father”, she replies.
Julian’s
face betrays not a scintilla of emotion but his voice turns freeze-dried. “I
will not tolerate evasion or obfuscation,
There
is a slight thaw in her father’s glaciality. “I have
little knowledge of either person but that they are both puissant warriors is
patent. That Benedict gave Darig command of the
entire right wing speaks for itself. Who else is involved, and what is your
role in the affair?”
Constance can
read the minimal movement of her father’s eyebrows: Julian concludes, to his
surprise, that none of the named individuals, including Mandor,
Darig and
“Caine is… leading?” Julian seems very unsure about this.
“How exactly is the deed to be accomplished?”
“Let me start with the larger how
Father”
“There are additional hints,” she
continues. “The answer to Lord Margrath’s question
regarding our safe release pointed clearly at a succession scenario. There is a
prophesy around Lord Darig’s killing of Swayvil, a scene planted in the Hall of Memories for us to
see and of course the libretto of the Opera.”
“Arguably, many of the hints have been
planted in a past that may have always been here, time being as it is in this
place,” she finishes. Her fingers almost unconsciously bridge across her nose.
“There
is much you should know Father,” she consciously catching his gaze.
Julian’s
face remains impassive but his eyes glitter with suppressed anger. “
“Obviously
there are things I do not know, that is why I am asking you for information. If
you do not wish to give this then please tell me now and I will seek enlightenment
elsewhere, and you may seek alternative employment outside the Rangers.
“Obviously
Swayvil is to die since merely asking nicely is
unlikely to induce him to just step aside. My question was ‘how exactly is the
deed to be accomplished’. May I have an answer with fewer words and more
information, please?”
“I
see.” With these words Julian half closes his eyes as he makes some rapid recalculations.
“My apologies,
“Now,
have you any news of your aunt Fiona?” At that moment comes a discrete knock at
the door.
“Ah!
If my nose does not deceive me…” With an alacrity testifying to his hunger,
Julian quickly crosses the room, apparently throwing caution to the winds –
except that Constance observes his left hand resting on the hilt of his dagger
even as his right flings wide the door to reveal Asfar
bearing a tray covered with a white muslin.
Julian
steps aside and Asfar lays the tray on a side table.
He removes the cloth to reveal a variety of aromatic dishes, a basket of fresh
flatbread and two bowls.
“Is
this suitable, Lord, Lady? Then if you have no other desires I shall leave you
to your meal.” Julian thanks him with a nod and the demon withdraws, shutting
the door.
“Mmm! Yes, this will do nicely.”
“Yes. The sweetness of
the spicing without the direct heat of chillies. The aroma is delicious”
she agrees. “And, even better, it doesn’t appear to be moving.”
Julian doesn’t tut
but to
“It has never been my custom to observe the
minor religious rites prevalent in the lower classes and I see no reason to
start now. But if you feel the need I cannot stop you.”
He takes a bowl and helps himself to what
looks like cous-cous and three of the dishes
available.
“Now, it seems I have asked many questions
of you; once you have spoken of Fiona you may have your turn to ask of me.”
“I
am not aware of Princess Fiona having yet arrived, Father. Lord Mandor has expressed concern about her whereabouts and
believes that she is being deliberately delayed in her arrival to Chaos.”
Julian
takes a few moments to mull this over, eating voraciously, giving no sign that
this news bothers him at all. “I see.” he comments eventually, “Mandor again – I think I shall have to talk to him.
“So
Julian
casts a critical eye over the image as he refreshes his bowl with a different
suite of dishes and takes another flatbread. With the initial hunger swaged,
his chewing becomes slower and more thoughtful as he savours his food.
“Perceptive!”
Julian comments, as if that’s a bad thing, “Who is the artist?”
With
his regard,
Julian
promptly leans back, breaking contact. He wipes his hand on a napkin and turns
the card over. “Apologies,
“Bleys’ son? I thought as much. There is a hint of Brand
in the style, though I am pleased to note a degree of gritty realism lacking in
Brand.” He chews and swallows another mouthful. “Thank you,
“That
is our concern about Trumps as well Father,” she agrees.
Julian
is too busy eating to comment but nods agreement in a vague kind of way.
Evidently he’s aware of the existence of other sources but is not concerned
with the minutiae.
“One
of those ways is through dream Father. Do you recall any of your dreams of
late? You and Arden have featured in mine.”
Since
this is Julian, reaction is minimal. He considers his answer carefully before
swallowing and taking a sip of wine to wash it down. “Dreams come from many
sources,
“For
my part, I was kept drugged too deeply to dream – that I can recall, that is.”
“I
monitored your Trump, once it was realised that you were being held, Father.
But even before that realisation, in dream, you and I were in
Julian
fills his bowl for a third time but not so full as previously, obviously
choosing from his favourites. “What you must understand about this place,
Again
that quirked eyebrow suggesting abject surprise is the only expression to cross
Julian’s visage – though he does not stop eating. “Why should someone be
directing your dreams? Have you or someone else done something you would not
while awake?”
She
pauses musingly. “My thoughts were on you. Not Morgenstern. But you were then…”
she breaks slightly, “…beyond my ability to assist. Morgenstern is the most
real thing I associate with you. Thus that calling through
dream.”
“Your
use of words betray your underlying thought,
“I
really could not disagree with your explanation Father,”
“You
underestimate the powers of your subconscious, daughter. One of the reasons I
asked after Fiona is that I would wish you to have a conversation with your
aunt regarding such matters. I have heard her discourse with her brother most
eloquently about similar phenomena.
“To
look at your hypothesis another way, if your contention that Morgenstern’s
location was brought to you by outside intervention is correct, you presumably
have some idea as to the identity of the entity concerned?”
“No,
Father. I have no idea,”
“Well
if Hierophus specialises in such stuff then I must
bow to their superiority,” comments Julian, in a tone that suggests there is no
superiority. “But if they have been plying your dreams with visions I might ask
why you and not someone with more influence and less wilfulness.
“And
while I am sure any son of Bleys is knowledgeable about such matters I would
truly recommend a conversation with Fiona… or, if she persists in remaining
unavailable, Llewella.”
“That
does not surprise me, but it seems you were not ready to listen to her… until
now?”
“I
need to listen to and trust my intuition rather than seek an external
explanation,” she sighs in exasperation.
“Did
perchance you speak of… anything else?” Julian seems curious.
“Yes,
Father. A number of matters. Why one’s gender may
influence how a message is received in Amber.”
Julian,
as is his wont, gives no particular reaction. One raised eyebrow asks ‘Anything
else?’ but he says nothing.
“That
goes for all of us, Constance. Something I think your uncle Random learned only
recently, to his credit and gain – and Brand not at all, alas.”
“Me personally? She actually said my name?”
“Really? Are you sure? Your words sounded more
specific to me.”
“Perfectly
sure Father,” Constance affirms. “She specifically asked that the family did
not take action against House Chanicut.”
“Yes,
I can understand that. Though I am a little surprised she felt the need to say
as much. Has anyone voiced a suggestion in that direction?”
“Not
in my presence Father – the concern has been focused on your safe return. Thus, the loan of a Pattern blade to Lord Havelock. And, if
you consider it, your known incarceration would cause your sister to exclude
you from any action against Chanicut would it not?”
This last point is put gently.
Julian
blinks, hard. “Of course! You must forgive my
paranoia,
“Yes,
of course Father,” she assures him. ”As I trust you will respect my right
to take sanction against those of Chaos who have insulted me.
Excluding Karm, of course,” she adds.
“Of
course,
“Of
course I understand,
“Regrettably, Father? If pressed I would say that although
my blood belongs to Amber, my heart belongs to
“I
chose my words carefully, daughter. Despite being given the gift to venture far
and wide, you have never explored beyond
Julian
dips a flatbread into something savoury and settles back in his chair, making himself comfortable to nibble at leisure. “I had hoped that
once the Pattern was at your command you might venture forth. When it became
clear you had no appetite for such adventure I might have suggested it myself,
but then politics intervened.”
“Perhaps,
when we leave this place, and return to our place and establish the nature
of the new normality I will be more inclined to venture forth into the new World,
Father.”
“Perhaps.” Julian sips his wine and takes another
bite of his flatbread. He doesn’t seem convinced, but then he doesn’t seem too
bothered either way.
“So,
Father. I have had a number of dreams and a general sense that
Julian
continues alternating sips of wine with dipping and nibbling his flatbread. “I
said I value your insights as much as Fiona’s in matters pertaining to
“Incorrect?”
“Yes
Father. The actual view was impossible. As I looked the Sun was up high on my
left and, if it was the Amber I knew, it would have been Amber as if viewed
from the Sea. In my dream, I could just make the sea out to my right.”
“So
in your dream you were riding through
“And
how did the castle appear? Was it intact?”
“No.
No Father,” she shakes her head. “This place, I knew intuitively was not
the real Amber. My apologies. I have never sought to
mislead you.”
Julian
gives the impression of a man labouring to maintain his patience. “So, am I to
understand that you saw a city in a dream that was in a place unlike Amber,
that itself was not like Amber, and that you
‘intuitively’ realised was not Amber?”
“You
said, ‘In the dream I was definitely on the edges of
“I
said it was Amber because, in my dream, I was definitely following the paths
that led to a greater degree of reality – which ultimately should mean directly
to Amber herself, Father. And more importantly it felt like I was passing to a
stronger reality and the only strong reality I know is Amber. Ergo, to me, it was
Amber”.
Julian
studies his daughter’s face carefully, and continues his regard after she’s
finished speaking for a long count of ten.
“I
would be surprised if your dream was in any way inspired or influenced by our
current condition or locale,
He
washes down a last morsel with a sip of wine. He does not take more from the
table but the goblet is still half full. “The second dream…?”
Her
father reveals no particular emotion beyond polite interest – clearly he wants
to hear more before he comments.
“Again,
I knew intrinsically that I was looking at Amber. But again the geography
was wrong and buildings were missing or changed. No Kolvir.
No castle and a river that wound its way through the City.” She pauses and
studies Julian’s face again. “It filled me with foreboding.”
“Interesting.” Julian quirks an
eyebrow, “But not exactly informative.”
Julian
stirs slightly in his chair, perhaps seeking more comfort or perhaps irritated
at her repetition. “The Cathedral of the Unicorn in Amber has but a single
dome… But doubtless”, he continues before she can interrupt, “you saw other details of architecture indicating a
connection.”
“What
concerned me was the massive silver object that was floating in the air towards
a large girded mass of iron that seemed to be moored to the ground but pointed
upwards into the sky. Darig later told me it was an
airship and the iron pole was its mooring point. Do you know of them Father?”
she asks.
“Airships? Yes, they and similar are common enough in
certain shadows, some close to Amber – had you ventured more widely you would
doubtless have encountered them.”
Again
she acknowledges his point. “And then again, perhaps it was just a dream,
Father”, she says very sweetly.
“Perhaps. But you say you have dreamed it thrice,
“So
they say Father. But in this case please hear out the third dream and
something, perhaps related to it, which came from an altogether different
source.” She continues, “In the third, I was riding hard in
“I
sought a bow shot but it was too high to achieve so I doubled back at speed to
avoid it. I did not attempt to shift the environment around me but sought
deeper cover under the trees but I could not lose it. I glanced up to see
things falling from the front of the craft. I heard the sound as these... darts
ripped leaves and bark from trees and awoke screaming as the darts exploded
Morningstar’s head on impact.”
“I
can imagine you must have found the experience quite upsetting, but beyond
that, what do you believe is the significance of your dreams?”
“That
Amber is in danger,” she replies simply.
“That
is hardly news,
“Indeed
Father, it is not. But my feelings or dreams are not always just dreams”, she
responds levelly. “I felt strongly that I was viewing Amber. An
Amber that was different and in which technology, in the form of an
airship worked. The only other technology that I am aware of
being in Amber of late were Prince Corwin’s rifles. Rifles, until then,
were not, I believe, known to work in Amber”, she pauses.
“Regarding
the rifles, you are correct,
“But
you persist in calling the city in your dreams Amber. By your own admission it
could not be – unless you believe airships might eradicate mountains?”
“And
castles?” She sighs slightly. “That City – I felt it to be Amber so strongly.”
She shakes her head and has a small swallow of wine. “Maybe an airship can
destroy mountains? Maybe a Chaos Storm can destroy mountains? I don’t know. But
I do know that Margrath received information about
threats to Amber. Technology was one of the three specific threats named.”
“The
city you saw cannot be Amber. Amber is immutable, by its very nature. It is the
antithesis of this place. Amber is also the corresponding pole to Chaos. There
cannot be another pole.” Julian frowns, indicating that he does not have any
answers. “I cannot guess the meaning of your dreams, though I am willing to
accept that you believe they have meaning.
“From
what source does Margrath’s information come? I
cannot imagine anyone here knows the state of Amber better than we of the Blood
Royale.”
“As
a reward for our actions in the Duomo, we youngers were all made members
of various Orders within Chaos. These Orders have proven useful in
gleaning information and making connections. One of the Orders
equipped us with the means to extract you from Karm.
Margrath’s is the Order of the Loquacious Nettle.
Members of his Order may pose questions to a plant.”
“Really?”
replies Julian, totally straight-faced, “Well I have known some very perceptive
nettles. What did this garrulous weed have to say?”
“Margrath’s question was, ‘is Amber under threat?’ There was
a three word response: Unseelie, Abaddon
and Argent,” she finishes. “My knowledge of Argent is through heraldry,
and my dream of the airship, which was argent in colour, led me to
think towards technology as a threat,” she concludes.
Julian’s
air of humour vanishes. “Argent means nothing to me,
save as an heraldic colour, as you mention, but the other two names are
worrying. “You are, of course, aware that Faerie is divided politically into
the Seelie and Unseelie
Courts?”
“Of
course Father.”
“And I trust you
have ascertained the meaning of Abaddon?”
“Yes
Father. Though I was unable to ascertain whether Abaddon was a specific entity or a region within the
Realm.”
“It
is both a province within Hell and also the title of the ruler – perhaps Bleys
can tell you who that is. The difference is purely one of semantics, of course
– politically the two are the same. If we are to believe the Loquacious Nettle
then Amber is threatened by a three-part alliance between the
“Amber
once fought off an alliance between Faerie and Hell in their entireties so I am
inclined not to worry overly on this lesser alliance, save that this Argent is
an unknown quantity. But it is bootless to worry overmuch when we are so
removed from Amber,
“Would
you like to hear the chatty plant’s answers to the other two questions Father?”
Julian
is darkly amused. “My, my! A loquacious nettle indeed
– Very well. But beware, daughter, we know nothing of its provenance or verity.
If we accept its pronouncements without critical regard we are leaving
ourselves open to manipulation and our hosts have no reason to love us.”
“The
second question was simply ‘what has happened to Amber?’ – and the answers were
Ragnorok, Return and Rebirth.”
Julian
considers carefully before replying. “The trouble with all oracles is a
tendency to be ambiguous and obfuscatory. Ragnarok might refer to the recent battle, though I
understand the term to be somewhat more destructive than anything we have
experienced so far – however, we should not count our chickens until we are
well away from this place. For the rest, ‘return and rebirth’ sound somewhat
heartening to me.”
“Indeed
they do. It suggests that there is something to return to at the least!”
“
“The
last question asked was ‘how can Oberon’s descendents leave Chaos safely?’ The
answers were Succession; Election; Funeral, which, all in all, fits with Mandor’s plan.”
“Does
it really? That makes me wonder what connections this ‘Mandor’
may have with the talking weed, behind the scenes.”
“I
am sure that Mandor has more shoots and leaves than
your average Ground Elder, Father. But I suspect that, in common with at least
some of the Chaos Lords, he spends more time manipulating. He is very charming
indeed and very good at managing his affairs in Chaos.”
“So. Father, on another matter, I have had a piece of unsolicited
poetry gifted to me and it has raised in my mind that
my knowledge of half of my ancestry is imperfect. How...” she pauses. “…Father,”
she says quietly. “Who was my Mother?”
Julian
shows no outward reaction to this question out of the blue – which,
“Your
mother was, and no doubt still is, a lady of rank in the Faerie Courts. I would
give you a name but I am sure she spoke false when she gave me hers, as is the
habit with the Fae, and I have no desire to lie to
you… May I ask after the poet…?”
She
reaches for the wine bottle and refills both of their goblets. She notices that
Julian doesn’t bat an eyelid at the name and she suspects he wasn’t even
slightly surprised.
“Tell
me about her. Please? How did you meet?”
“Politics – a matter of calculation. We needed allies.” Julian doesn’t drink;
he’s studying
Julian’s
mask slips to the extent of showing mild surprise. “Fending off the bite of a
giant fish is painful,
“Did
it take place to counter Prince Corwin? I understand he courted Faerie for an
alliance at one point?”
“Yes.
Say what you will about my late brother, Eric was a gifted statesman. Though
his enmity toward Corwin was more personal than political, Corwin’s threat
needed to be curbed. Eric foresaw Corwin’s search for allies and collectively
we forestalled him.”
“And
those of Amber will sully themselves when it is politically expedient to do
so,” she comments without any expression.
“I
do not regard myself as ‘sullied’,
“Well
you must find a way to deal with that as you may – you will find certain
members of our family will want to… ‘test’ you – by
playing on perceived sensitivities. If you do not measure up be assured you
will be ‘tested’ to destruction. Are we done with discussing the distaff?”
“Unusually,
I understand the lady moves between the Seelie and Unseelie courts. It would seem she combines a knack for
ingratiation with an equal capacity for invoking distrust.
“
Julian
acknowledges the compliment with an infinitesimal nod.
“You
said that she moves between the Courts – like the Puck and Torc,
perhaps?”
“No, not like Puck, and doubtless unlike Torc, of whom I knew nothing before his appearance here. No two of the Fae
are alike so she cannot be like them.
“But
daughter, I confess that I find myself singularly uninterested in discussing
the Fae at this time. I can see that for some reason
your interest is piqued but I refuse to pander to this sudden fixation. You
need know nothing more if the two of you never meet, which has always been my
intent. Let us change the subject…”
“You
would like to hear Torc’s poem Father. It makes
reference to my Mother and a likely War.”
“I
said we shall change the subject, Constance. Mind yourself!”
“I
apologise Father. Certainly,”
Julian
nods, graciously accepting her apology.
“Matters
do remain. Some unpleasant.” She continues. I regret
to inform you that as a result of his actions around the unveiling of the Zigo painting, Prince Brand has managed to retain a
presence on this plane. He seeks a body and the means by which to maintain his
spirit in a corporeal form.”
Julian
is genuinely startled and
“I
recall his shade making an appearance at the unveiling. It is like Brand to
persist after the cause of his appearance has been dealt with. I confess I am
ambivalent over this news,
“We
have conversed twice since the unveiling Father. Were it not for his reputation
I would sincerely work hard to undo his current state for he is not among the
living and yet neither is he truly dead. Yet it may be that he has sought me
out precisely because of my good nature.”
“I
know far too little of his situation to offer any coherent advice, save to be
wary when speaking to him.”
Julian
goes white and makes no attempt to hide his alarm. “What? What did you say?”
Then he recovers himself. “What were the circumstances of this conversation,
daughter?”
“It
took place on the stage of a place called the Opera. Lord
“I
never spoke of you in Caine’s hearing but he is a
most perceptive man and I am unsurprised that he deduced your existence even
before glimpsing you in the fighting when Eric died. But he is also discrete
and I would not expect him to divulge news of you to another of our family
without good reason.
“Brand
was… is, similarly gifted, and with hindsight it is clear he has sought out
younger members of the family in the past. He attached himself to my late
lamented siblings,
“But
beware,
“He
said ‘had plans’, Father, but that Martin had been easier to reach. So again, I
owe my current grace to your caution. He also said that my time would come
later, I hope in reference to usefulness. I have felt like a broken bowstring
here at times. Sorashi shape changes to secure a
House. I am just an observer. I miss
With
the news that ‘had plans’ should more accurately read ‘had had plans’ Julian
seems to recover his sang froid.
“Daughter,
it is surprising how someone gifted with such perception and awareness cannot
be more aware of her own condition. We are all here as fish out of water – the
very environment is antithetical to everything we know. To feel at a loss here
is only natural, for all of us.
“You
need not feel inferior to Sorashi. She gets her
shape-shifting talents from her similarly gifted mother, of course, who
doubtless inherits it from our father, born here in Chaos. Perhaps we might all
shift our forms, were we to try?
“But
Sorashi’s gains are not due to her being a were-cat,
rather to her decision to offer the coup-de-grace to the last heiress of Abal and herein is the lesson – it is not what we are, but
what we do, that ultimately defines us.
“Regarding
usefulness: your value to me goes beyond mere ‘utility’, of course, yet you
have most certainly proven useful nonetheless. My freedom is testimony to your
efforts and you shall not find me lacking in grace when it comes to reward.
This goes for William and
“Father,
as a dutiful daughter, your safe recovery is reward enough. A favour
repaid from many years ago.” She smiles a brilliant smile to him.
“Yes,
we are now quits,” smiles Julian, ironically. “Yet my action was that of a
father for a daughter too young to know better and I assure you that, while it
required considerable effort, it was never as dangerous as your entry into
Castle Karm. A poor father I would be if I did not
recognise a daughter’s valour.”
“There
were grave concerns Father,” she replies with a slight smile. “But we
worked together and pooled knowledge and resources. It might have been a more
troubled outcome if Prince Bleys had not loaned his blade.”
Julian
applauds her pun. “Indeed! Bleys must trust his son considerably. The unclean
thing that assaulted
“Now. Are you done with the sound of my voice or would you like an
account of the Opera that I played a tiny part in?”
“Opera? I think not – I have never shared Caine’s predilection for that particular performance art –
though I am sorry I missed your performance.”
“You
are tired, Constance, and I suspect you have allowed your emotions to rule you
during my duress, which is not conducive to rest. But before I send you to your
bed there is one last thing I would ask you. Your cousins’ names have appeared
at several points in our conversation. Obviously they are unknown quantities to
me but I think you should have a fair grasp of their characters and
capabilities by now. I would value your opinion of them?”
Another quirked eyebrow indicating mild
surprise. “Corwin
dallied with Faerie? Interesting! If so, then they failed to support him
against us – but then that wouldn’t surprise me. Yet he shows no sign…” Then
something seems to strike Julian. “Of course! Darig is a changeling – so while he may have been raised
in, he was not born to, Faerie. Mmm!”
“It
suggests Corwin looked to mortal allies so it might be interesting to know his
true origins – just for historical accuracy, of course. Since we saw no allies
during our campaign I presume our Fae contingents
dealt with them beforehand, since the babe wound up in their hands. Next…?”
“Dirk. He is a little overly forward with his female cousins, and
lacks the subtlety of his father. I have not had a great deal to do with him
but he has been integral in passing messages between his father and us and
acting as a timely alarm. He rescued Sorashi from an
assassination attempt so he is handy with weapons.”
“Especially knives and daggers, no doubt. Mmm! Of course,
he could be less subtle than Caine and still tie the
rest of us in knots. Do you know of his origins?”
She
shakes her head. “No Father. I will look for an opportunity to find out
something more about him.”
“I
have a suspicion myself, but I will wait to hear the results of your enquiries.
What of our hostess? You mentioned that someone tried to kill her?”
“Mmmmm. There have been two attempts Father. I am
not sure of detail but the first was prior to her inheritance and she was attacked
by two demons. They killed her House demon and I gather would have killed her
if it had not been for Dirk’s intervention. Caine had
read of likely danger for her in his Trumps and I knew where she physically
was. The destruction of the House Demon had serious consequences for Minobee and Sorashi was
transferred to another House.”
“And
the second…?”
“Outside her House Father. Again driven off with
assistance. I would venture the first was politically motivated from
within Chaos and the second an attempt at a land grab whilst the estate was
still magically insecure. There a large number of items of value to Chaosites in this House and those who would have them for
themselves Father.”
“I
see! Fortunate that she is Deirdre’s daughter and a werecat of some sort, like her mother, hardy and fierce.
But what is she like in herself?”
“She
seems very guarded Father. She admitted with some sort of guilt that she was a
shape-shifter. She has a closer relationship with the Heir of Barimen but she may have been manoeuvred into that by her
male cousins. She is not an open person.”
“Who
is?” rejoins Julian. “But unless I miss my guess, she’ll more difficult than
most to manipulate – I recall it was her decision, and hers alone, to give Abal’s heiress the coup-de-grace. And she has given us
hospitality, again of her own accord. I think, daughter, that she near matches
you in grace. Remind me to thank her in person.”
“Can
you tell me ought of Margrath?”
“Margrath is a Shaman Father. He is knowledgeable about
matters of Spirit. He refers to the Great Spirit and seems largely unaware of
Our Lady. Our conversations regarding your state whilst under duress... “She
pauses briefly, “I will confess caused me considerable alarm.”
Julian
says nothing but his quirked eyebrow asks what she means.
She
sighs and says more quietly. “It was also about this time that Prince Brand
told me that he sought a new body to inhabit. With you held captive, it was a
wide step to imagine that yours was the replacement body for Prince Brand. If
it was not for the solace of prayer, I would have lost heart Father.”
Again
there’s the inaudible tut of irritation that only
“Life
sends its vicissitudes,
“There
was no self pity Father. Never self pity! Abject worry
for you, yes. And as to Margrath.
He sees the World differently to many of us. He is kindly and forthcoming with
potentially useful information and, at the moment, he is the only Sorcerer we
have readily available to us,”
“No
self pity? If that were the case I would owe you an apology, daughter.”
“
“
Julian
shifts fractionally in his seat at the mention of
“…but
lacks their quality to stay the length of the fight. He has completed Trump
portraits of all of us. He is a diplomat, using Trump readings to clarify
matters, and he sought a means by which to obtain your release. He deals in
politics and diplomacy.”
“Indeed,
his father’s son – as Dirk to Caine. I need hardly
warn you to be wary of that branch of the family, Constance.”
“Indeed
Father. It was with some reluctance I allowed him to paint me but I knew of no
alternate artists and we needed a way to maintain contact.”
“I
recall sitting for Dworkin in my youth – it was an intense
experience. The process involves giving the painter a glimpse of your innermost
thoughts. But there is nothing to fear if we have nothing to hide.”
“And
lastly
“If you please, daughter.”
“Actually
Father, I should also tell you that
“You
should choose your words more carefully,
“Unfortunate.”
“Only
for the Chaosites concerned, Father!”
“Generally
speaking,” observes Julian, “misfortune is a relative thing, depending on your
point of view – I notice my nephew seemed none the worse for his misadventure,
and I’m sure Karm showed him healthy respect as a
result.”
“The
members of the Orders are drawn from across the Chaos Houses
Father. Knowledge of
“And
of course we all bask in his reflected infamy.” Julian smiles – it’s not a very
nice smile. “Are we done with the illustrious Lord Havelock?”
“I
believe so Father,” she replies.
“Finally,
“I
have already stated my appreciation for his prowess as a warrior but all I know
of him is from my governess and from Ben –
“But
the way you at first introduced
“I
am unsurprised. I had supposed his function in House Karm
to be one of command – he has a certain presence about him, reminiscent of Eric
– but your words suggest he was also there to cow Karm.
Mmm! I am sorry I could not have been there to see
it.” Julian smiles that smile again. “But if the house was destroyed, how did
“He
was fished out of the Abyss, Father. His Grandmother Cymnea
was willing to have him used as a pawn, but not perhaps as a sacrifice.
Father, please bear in mind that
“I
assure you that I shall not underestimate his intellect, just I never
underestimated Eric – and I do not think
“There
is more to this story,
“Father,
I would imagine he was spared because of Cymnea’s
influence and because he was too potent a threat to loose. Prince Caine may know more about that as he is resident in House Ascaris,” she replies.
“A
dialogue with Caine is long overdue,” acknowledges
Julian with a nod. “But you are being obtuse,
“I
have not discussed this matter directly with
“And,
where does your understanding come from, daughter?”
“An
Opera Father, entitled ‘the Resistible Rise of Magnus Matricide’ and
possibly written by Suhuy and Great Grandfather.
As to the historical accuracy, I suspect Prince Caine
might venture an opinion.”
“I
think I have mentioned my distaste for opera. What makes you think the opus was
written by this ‘Suhuy’ and Dworkin,
if I understand your circumlocution correctly?”
“You
have mentioned your distaste, Father. Too much aria and not enough dance. I say possibly for the composer and librettist
as I have no direct evidence, only a sense that Dworkin,
surely one of the prime architects of change, is ensuring that we know
some history and the Chaosites are reminded of
it.”
“Even
if your assumptions are correct, surely you must know that he has spent most of
the last millennium in a state of mental fugue, and in any case he could have
little knowledge of the events you claim were portrayed in this ‘opera’.
Perhaps all this history is correct, but some innate scepticism draws me to
observe that it feels like propaganda to me. How much have you corroborated?”
“The
events Dworkin was not present for, Suhuy was, Father. Corroboration is difficult. William will
know his part in it but I do recall that when Swayvil
awoke near the end of the production he called loudly that it was lies. It
was propaganda – but there may be enough truth within to put a question in
the minds of wavering houses? Surely its main purpose was to further
destabilise Swayvil. Being hosted by the Rimlord Houses, I hope your brothers and sisters have
learned more.”
“
“I
shall seek corroboration on the known events, Father and report back when
I have something worth reporting on,” she replies shortly.
Julian
nods curtly.
“My Lord Warden. You need to be aware that there are
controls on the movements of the Princes and Princesses of Amber. You
should also be aware that once your absence from House Karm
becomes known, Chaos will insist on accommodating you in a Rim Lord
House.”
“Yes,
“Now
“I
would that you were…” she begins but stops abruptly and pauses. “I would that
you gave me your Blessing, Father,” she says simply.
“You
have that and more… I meant what I said,
“I
shall do so Father.” She keeps her gaze on him as she waits for her dismissal.
“Thank
you
"And
you, my dearest Father." She smiles as she curtsies deeply to him and
leaves the room.