Peter’s Diary part 22: Frolics in Faerie

in Brave New Worlds

 

19th April 2003 (evening) – Paris, Babylon

The final arrangements were made and we began to consider the journey back to the worlds from which we came. Omar asked me if he might have a Trump of me – not trusting his actions anywhere near as much as I trust my instincts, I refused. It is an irrelevance in any case, as none such exist of me.

 

Ann and I discussed Faerie, and she decided that this place is not for her. A wise decision, I thought, as the one thing that will get you killed in Faerie (actually, one of the many things that will get you killed in Faerie) is hesitation.

 

She and I discussed what it is to be of the Family and she worried what she would do if Corwin tried to kill her when they meet. Perhaps unwisely, I mentioned the Blood Curse that I was told would haunt me if I slew Rupert – Ann being Ann she seemed to take some comfort from this.

 

We met with the others over breakfast and Terisa decided that she wished to take a weapon into Faerie – a fine idea until she revealed that she has never wielded a weapon in anger in her life. I did my best to dissuade her, and from there we moved on to a discussion of the mores and ethics of Faerie, with especial reference to the carrying of Iron within the lands of dreams.

 

These scions of Amber know so little. Still, I would be there to look out for them, so I could reassure them that nothing too untoward should happen.

 

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We returned to Amber – Asmark contacted Falasia and she allowed us across the bridge of moonlight into her training hall, where she and Alexander were deep in discussion. We made our apologies for interrupting and left for the Ebbs, stopping only to pick up masks for those of my companions who do not carry one habitually. I confess myself intrigued to see the masks that they choose.

 

Asmark chose first, taking a simple volto negre[1] for himself, hiding his heart as he so often does behind formality and form. Terisa reached out for pretty sparkles, ending up with a golden columbina, reflecting almost as much as one of her mirrors. Aylwin wore no mask, covering his eyes with two small mirrors instead, as if he hopes that will shield him from the actions of the past. And Ann? Ann let herself be guided by the mask maker, and he placed a box into her hands. Inside (of course) was il Dottore, bone white and whispering to her, and she placed him on her face with only the slightest hesitation, reading the words inscribed where the eyes of the mask do not go as she tied the silken cord behind her head.

 

We took a Waterspider to Pook Hill and I caught up on the business of the Ebbs; who is travelling where, what goods are being carried, who has duelled and over whom, and what new artworks have been created by the Claques. Arturo, the spider, knew his business well, and I saw that he was well rewarded when we left his boat and stepped onto the Stage.

 

Those of us who would travel looked to the Faerie stone, and I pointed out to all the Pattern that bound the doorway shut. Aylwin suggested that leaving the gate unlocked might be to the detriment of Amber, and given that I know of no way to close the gate after I have stepped through, I concurred. We agreed that I will walk through first, that Terisa and Alaric would follow, and then Aylwin would close the gate and we three could call him through to Faerie.

 

That plan lasted no longer than it took me to take twenty steps forward.

 

I opened the gate and stepped through, breathing in deep the smoke and fancy that are the substance of Faerie, looking at the stones that surrounded the gate. I took the cards that Alaric gave me from a pouch and shuffled through them until Aylwin’s face stared at me and I concentrated, reaching out to him easily. He said that he would send Asmark and Terisa through, and I nodded, distracted by the approach of horses. Promising that I would talk to him shortly, I replaced the cards in their pouch and looked to see who approached.

 

Three nobles of Faerie appeared to me, their horses snorting and pawing the ground, their armour bright and terrible, their demeanours angry. Their leader, who introduced himself as Sir Sion, demanded to know my reason for being in his land, and while I prevaricated, he grew angry, threatening me that I stood in two worlds and that he could switch me into Faerie or elsewhere at his whim. I told him my name then, and that I am of Amber, and searching for a kinsman, but I would not name Benedict just yet. So Sion talked of Julian and Corwin, seeking to draw the name out of me, but I would not tell. Finally, Sion declared that he would bring me before his Duke, so that I might ask permission there to search for my kinsman, and we set off.

 

As we walked, I tried to contact Aylwin on a number of occasions, but on each try, he was too busy to contact me. I worried slightly about Asmark and Terisa, but they are scions of Amber as much (if not more so) than I, and there should be little in Faerie during the daylight to worry them.

 

Finally we arrived at the court of Cromlech, Duke of Asperage, and I made my pleasantries to him, asking him for permission to search his lands. He granted such, and offered also to give me a letter of introduction to Auberon, the dread king, should my search take me that way. I counted myself blessed by his generosity, and in return offered to entertain his court. He accepted, and I told the story of the invasion of Amber by Dom Daniel. It was interesting to notice the reactions of his court to the glorious defeat of such an august Prince, and their tongues were loosened by the story, as I hoped. It seems that Auberon is close to death, and the political pavanne begins already, though Cromlech counted himself still loyal to Auberon, and to Auberon’s heir, who ‘will come bearing the signs’, and that the ‘signs may become known’. The conversations continued around me in flutters and gasps, almost like a dying man – I hear that the Mirrored Mask that I wear, though a gift from the Queen, is not of Seelie workmanship, and that I must choose carefully from the many choices ahead of me.

 

Eventually, I found a moment to myself and sought to talk with Aylwin. He responded this time and told me that Asmark and Terisa came through to Faerie and were set upon by Hobgoblins, stunted cousins of the Puck that they are. Unfortunately, they tried to reason with the stupid creatures – as well to reason with a rock, for at least the rock may have accrued wisdom with its lichens – but eventually had to kill them. There is no great loss if there are three fewer hobgoblins in the world of dreams.

 

He asked if I had tried to contact Benedict yet, and I admitted that I had not, but that I would do so forthwith, and would contact him again once I had done so. Bending my mind to the task I found Benedict’s sleeping mind almost immediately; proof, if such were needed, that he is nearer to here than to the realm of Amber as was. I walked into his dream, mindful of the dangers of such, and watched him directing a battle with the ease of long practice. I was ignored by soldiers on both sides until Benedict himself saw me, and with a wave of one hand launched a wave of cavalry at me while with the other pulled the trigger of the crossbow he carried, sending a bolt flying faster than the swiftest horse can travel my way.

 

I awoke from the dream with a bruise down my side as if I had been executed like Mongol nobility, and a gaping wound in my arm. Here, in this place of dreams, a dream of Benedict’s anger left a physical reminder.

 

Shaken somewhat, I summoned servants and had them bind my arm before I contacted Aylwin to let him know of the dangers within dreams. It was then that he asked why I had felt it necessary to change my clothing before trumping Benedict, and I looked down to see myself clad in the colours of the sea.



[1] Black full face mask